Friday, January 4, 2013

Blasting in my ears right now...

Yeah I know it got a bit over played, but it's a catchy tune and well, let's face it, if it gets me moving, who cares how over played it is?  Right?


I love will.i.am and it's good to see Brit back on the scene happy and healthy and doing her thing.

Now I say we move!  Let's go!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Thursday Review



Today I wanted to give you a glimpse into what I consider a life saver for me. 

I get bored quite easily and search almost daily for ways to entertain myself and my taste buds.  This handy dandy contraption has been my go to and my life saver!


All I can say is what won’t it do?

The one thing I find that I do with it the most is make smoothies.  I buy an abundance of frozen fruit (being that it's the dead of winter, I miss my summer fruits, buying it frozen is the next best thing and it's just as good for you) and use it along with a cup of skim milk (the cup of skim milk is 2 points, the frozen fruit is zero points) and sometimes I’ll throw in a ½ cup of O.J. (2 points) and voila! I have this!


When I’m working long shifts I’ll blend in protein powder and leave out the O.J. (the protein powder…the one I use anyway is 1 or 2 points, it’s been a while since I’ve used it) and it will last the whole day. 

It cleans up like a dream, except for the occasional strawberry that wants to be a pain in the butt, then you just need to assemble the whole thing add in a little water and a drop or two of your dish detergent and blend it all up, then rinse.

For me, given the price (I got mine through QVC) I felt it was a steal.  It shreds ice in no time flat and can handle anything you want to blend up.  When going to write this, I noticed that they now offer regular blender options, which wasn’t available when I was making this purchase last year.  Should this one ever give up the ghost, I’ll be looking into one of those!

All of this yummyness and just FOUR points!!!

I hope that if you’re looking for a new smoothie maker/blender you find this review helpful!

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

A friend reminded me of this...


So as I go through this process I just need to remember to keep my head screwed on straight and know that it's for my health and not for the numbers.  Thanks Des.

Here's a little tip from your old pal...

When having to have a fasting lab draw...

Make sure that you actually REMEMBER that you're going to be getting it done one and two, don't try to wait too late in the day to compensate for the time (meaning if the last time you ate was around 11pm...remember that fudge?) and you're trying to hold off eating because of the fasting lab draw (fasting labs need to be done after a fasting of 10 - 12 hours of no eating) .... just reschedule.

Yeah, dumbass me, forgot last night that I was having the labs done today so I had my fudge last night.  While wonderful and delicious then, I'm paying for it now, lol.  So I've conceded defeat for this day, I've not given up the battle.  I'll just start my fast again tonight and make sure to not eat after 8pm.

Now to make sure that The Wonder One doesn't tempt me! lol

So it’s Wednesday



As can be expected, I’ve not gained….nor lost any weight in a day.

YaY!

Lol, however, I will say that The Wonder One and I last night finished off the last of his decadent fudge.  There wasn’t much after having filled five tins to be sent to the far reaches of where they need to go and he looks at me and says “You know, we should just go ahead and eat it all tonight, that way it’s done.”  Of course I let him twist my arm into it (ouch ouch ouch)  and we did as we watched Hugh Jackman in Wolverine *sighhhhhh* .  It was definitely a guilty pleasure to be enjoyed.  Which I did, knowing it would be a lonnngggg time before I’d be doing it again, which I can live with.

Today, I’m going to the lab to have blood drawn because next week I go back to the doctor for a follow up regarding my diabetes.

When this all started what I wanted was to get healthy.  If I lost weight and got slimmer in the process, well then, yay me!  But back then when I weighed in at my most (286 lbs) I was having to inject 80 units of insulin a day as well as take a plethora of oral medications.  Well, after having lost the weight I have, even with putting some of it back on, I’m down to 26 units of insulin a day! YAY me!  Being a type  II diabetic means a few things for me.  Getting the weight off means that I can possibly get off the medications, but I have to get the weight off first.  It’s a daily struggle, that being said, I have bad weeks.  There are times when I don’t take my meds at all. I’m working on that along with my weight.  It’s all a process.  

I will have considered myself successful if I can get to a manageable weight (note I said manageable?) that I can maintain for the rest of my life and be drug free from all of my diabetes medication at the same time.  

This is truly about getting healthy, whether I like it or not.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Now What?



I see on social media a lot of people who’ve taken to task the same chore…*ahem*…the same goal as I have.  To get healthy, I choose to say healthy because if I happen to lose weight in the process then HEY! All the better right?  After all, in order to remain healthy (and trimmer) in  the end, it’s a matter of making life changing habits that stick.  I think that’s why I didn’t gain all that much weight back (thank GOD!) considering it’s the holidays and The Wonder One has made his world famous fudge now on three separate occasions and well Aunt Flow has come to town.  Like I said previously, who’s to say how much of that 15 pounds is actual weight from being off plan for six months?

However, where do I go from here?

Before, when I was on my journey, I was on Weight Watchers, and I plan on staying on Weight Watchers.  I’ll tell you why.  Because, it DOES work.  Look at The Wonder One, he lost how much weight?  I’ve a lot more to lose then he did, he’s a man with more muscle mass and he was cross training in three sports.  So it only stands to reason, he hit his goal in no time flat.  If it were to be that I had the cardiovascular aptitude that he did to start with, rather than start at ground zero (which sadly, I am) then, I believe I would’ve had a better time of it early on.  Admittedly, I get frustrated easily.  So, I guess that’s where I need to just kick myself in the pants and suck it up.  

What I tell others, I need to listen to myself, no?  If I can be so forthright with my friends, I need to be so with myself.  I serve no purpose to no one if I can’t be so blunt and honest with myself.  So there ya have it folks, I just need to suck it the hell up. *sigh*

I will say that I am going to be following a more vegetarian way of eating.  My goal?  By the end of 2013, I’d like to be vegan.  I watched a documentary this weekend past while sick in bed called Vegucated.  If you’ve not seen it, I highly recommend it.  Although, use discretion, it’s not for the squeamish.

Just like before, I’ve not set limits or that anything to be taboo.  To do that is only setting yourself up for failure in my personal opinion.  Once you do that, those taboo items become a singular focus with laser precision and that’s all you can think about.  Instead they become the occasional goodie.  For example…The Wonder One makes incredible the most fudge, I don’t eat it all that often.  But when I do, I don’t feel guilty for it because of the fact that he doesn’t make it often and it’s a special treat when he does.  I will say however, this year he made more than he usually does so we had more than we usually do.  As always, it’s just about using your head and making smart decisions about what goes into your mouth.

Keeping track of what you eat is paramount.  When you stop doing that, that’s when you fall off track.  That’s how it came to be that I’ve been gone so long.  I stopped longing in to Weight Watchers and stopped keeping track of my points.  If you’re in the business of losing weight, you have to have to HAVE TO….I cannot stress this enough…you HAVE TO keep track of what you eat.  It’s like this…you didn’t keep track of what you put into your mouth and look where it got you?  If you don’t keep track of what you put into your mouth, how do you expect to get it off?
I’m just sayin’…

So that’s where I’m going from here.

Where are YOU going? How do you plan on getting there?  What are your goals and how do you plan on achieving them?

Picking up where I left off...





So here we are.  January 1st of a new year.  Most people look at this as a time for a new beginning, a fresh start if you will.

Me?  Not so much.  I see this as a time to pick up where I left off.  I was in the middle of a good head of steam.  If you recall, I had lost 44 pounds and was doing well.  I had started at 286 pounds and gotten down to my lowest that I could recall since my daughter’s birth which to put it mildly is a very long time. 

So I had gotten down to 242 pounds, The Wonder One had gotten down to his goal weight and I fizzled.  I lost my mojo. I didn’t have my diet buddy, so to speak any longer.  I felt lost and abandoned and didn’t have that competitive gusto that I once did when he was losing weight with me.  So I went off plan.  

Thankfully I didn’t put back on all the weight I’d lost, only 15 pounds.  How much of that is truly weight I’d gained due to not eating properly or the holidays is anyone’s guess.  

I’d been tossing the idea around about picking the blog back up and I mentioned it to a friend of mine and she encouraged me wholeheartedly (thank you Karla) and The Wonder One has been poking the bear so to speak about it lately…..kindly of course, but gently letting me know…”Hey, I think this is something you should get back into.”

So, here I am. I thank you my cheerleaders for patiently waiting for my return.  For those who've not waited so patiently, I do so hope, I can get you back here to cheer me back on.  For those new to the cheering section...YaY! Thank you for coming in to help cheer me on, I'll need it.  I'll be there for you as well.  This cheerleading business is a two way street yanno!

So, I'm getting back into it…whatever “it” may entail.  I’m sure I’ll be adding to the cast of characters that is my life.  Not to mention a great bunch of friends and cheerleaders.  All of whom I wouldn’t be able to do any of this without.

So, here I go, better yet, here we go.

Ready or not,

Let’s roll….