Wednesday, January 2, 2013
So it’s Wednesday
As can be expected, I’ve not gained….nor lost any weight in a day.
Lol, however, I will say that The Wonder One and I last night finished off the last of his decadent fudge. There wasn’t much after having filled five tins to be sent to the far reaches of where they need to go and he looks at me and says “You know, we should just go ahead and eat it all tonight, that way it’s done.” Of course I let him twist my arm into it (ouch ouch ouch) and we did as we watched Hugh Jackman in Wolverine *sighhhhhh* . It was definitely a guilty pleasure to be enjoyed. Which I did, knowing it would be a lonnngggg time before I’d be doing it again, which I can live with.
Today, I’m going to the lab to have blood drawn because next week I go back to the doctor for a follow up regarding my diabetes.
When this all started what I wanted was to get healthy. If I lost weight and got slimmer in the process, well then, yay me! But back then when I weighed in at my most (286 lbs) I was having to inject 80 units of insulin a day as well as take a plethora of oral medications. Well, after having lost the weight I have, even with putting some of it back on, I’m down to 26 units of insulin a day! YAY me! Being a type II diabetic means a few things for me. Getting the weight off means that I can possibly get off the medications, but I have to get the weight off first. It’s a daily struggle, that being said, I have bad weeks. There are times when I don’t take my meds at all. I’m working on that along with my weight. It’s all a process.
I will have considered myself successful if I can get to a manageable weight (note I said manageable?) that I can maintain for the rest of my life and be drug free from all of my diabetes medication at the same time.
This is truly about getting healthy, whether I like it or not.